This journal is dedicated to all the messages I want to give you. It can either be used to tell you my current status and all or to tell and ask you things about my pictures and whatnot. Overall: Random stuff from the universe is gathered here.

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- 15th of December, 2008
Probably that's what some of you asked yourselves during the last couple of months, when it comes to my activity.

It's true. I haven't been active anymore. At all. Probably just a few comments here and there, but that's all.

Now, I already made my decisions clear, and it is already too late to change any of the things I'll write down now. And that's basically what I really delayed a lot until now: Telling you what's wrong with me.


Well... actually nothing. I'm fine. AND I am still drawing pictures. However, there are things that changed:

- I am not drawing ANY Sonic-pictures anymore. Or anything about Sonicchars or whatever. Sometimes, I draw a small furry just for fun, but even that became rare. Most of my pictures contain humans now, and I am practicing at drawing them constantly.
So I'm not leaving my talents to rot, I will continue allowing them to flourish.

- I am not submitting pictures to dA anymore, and my contact to most people I know from dA has faded completely. Whoever I got in my contact list in MSN or Skype now is an exception. You could basically say I left the "community". (Which also means watching this account will probably be pretty useless from now on, unless you still want to wait for a miracle to happen.)
Why? Because I don't like it here anymore. Simple as that. There are many people who know me, for some kinda weird reason, but there aren't many people *I* know. And that's just anything but what I want.

- I am still submitting my pictures to the internet, but not to a real website for art, like furaffinity or artists united or whatever. It's a "site", that's probably one of the worst to look for via google or anything, and even IF you would find it, it would still be entry number 2517264 of 3157400. And even then, you wouldn't get to see the pictures.
In other words: From now on, my pictures will only be viewable by friends who I trust. So if you're not one of them... bye-bye!

- I am still gonna visit dA sometimes, logged on and all. But I'll be nothing more but a watcher and sometimes commentator from now on.
This also means, if you want to get in contact with me, you'll have to send me a note in which to ask for my instant messaging address on preferably MSN, otherwise ICQ or Skype. (Btw., just adding me without any notice of who you are will result in instant blocking. In other words: Brain-usage is mandatory in order to talk to me.)

- All your ideas and requests that I didn't finish yet are cancelled. Don't expect anything to happen with them anymore. Go ask someone else, if you still want them to be finished. Here, you have lost. Go home.



So what am I doing instead now? Well, take a guess. Nothing really, I'm still drawing, still chatting, still playing games.
I've become quite active in Maple Story Europe by the way. So if you got that game as well, maybe we'll cross paths someday... though you probably wouldn't even recognise me, if that happened.

I'll probably clean my contact lists in some time as well. So if you care about keeping in touch with me, you better START doing so.
If anyone who isn't on my contact list still wants to keep contact with me, go on, send a note.

HOWEVER, and that's final: I WON'T DO ANY REQUESTS, IDEAS, TRADES OR ANYTHING RELATED TO ANYONE BUT MYSELF DECIDING WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO ANYMORE.
So if you just want to keep in touch because you're in need for new pics, thee shall vanish.



Well... that's it then. I think I said all the important things now.


Oh. And about what is still in my gallery... you may use it to gain some ideas for yourself.
My characters are allowed to be used in your pics, if you like them. But if so, please send me a note, so I can keep an overview of what any of my characters appeared in. (Just be aware that you probably won't receive any thanks or anything.)

If any further questions arise about my pics, send a note. Simple as that.



Well then. Time to finish this...

Finally, I want to thank you for your time. Thank you for your assistance in broadening my horizons, thank you for all the psychological help you gave me (or should I rather say: Thanks for keeping up with me?) and also a big thank you to all of you for helping me to develop my skills.

And since I'm already on it: Have a merry christmas, a happy new year and take good care of yourself~



Goodbye everyone!~